it came so fast.

and i didn't know what to fucken do.
i sat there for a day. and thought.
just thought.
i felt it all. his voice. and my knees went weak.
he always does this to me.
art.
creation.
men. and the only one i knew. or recognized was this boy in red.
and his arms.
and his arms.
just the way he held me.
but it's gone now. like the sun.
cause you know it's night time.
a time of darkness. no way of ever seeing you.
cause theres this shadow in my heart. and i can't feel you anymore.
it came so fast. and it's killing me so slowly.
but i can feel that pain.
cause in this space where you don't exist.
i know i'm human.
i know then that i am human.

so go now.
and take it all. obviously it's without you knowing, so let me give you all.